is our job to understand, believe, and write down our visions, while it
is God's responsibility to accomplish them. God often gives us dreams
that initially confound us because He wants to make sure we do not
attempt to fulfill them apart from Him. The ability and resources are
available for what you were born to do, yet your provision is usually
hidden until you act on your vision.
For true Happiness, look within yourself, It's difficult to be happy if you rely on outside resources.